Quote Originally Posted by joel31 View Post
Think about it this way. Seeing as you hate God would you really want to be with him in heaven for eternity if he was real? You answered this yourself. This is what heaven is so its not a place that those who hate God want to be so wouldn't you want to be not forgiven.

Also how does my age have any impact of this situation, I'm not going to tell you any specifics but I am old enough to think about issues and make decisions by himself. As you've probably guessed I grew up in the church but if I thought it was all evidence-less crap, I would've left the church
i'd say i hate god the same way i hate darth vader or the emporer. i don't waste energy on fictional entities, just their adherents.

and yes i wouldn't like to spend eternity in heaven, in the same way i don't want anything to last for eternity. it would get boring.

and your age has plenty to do with it. asking the right questions comes with experience.